but there are nights... that i just lie in bed after a long day.
and think about us.
how a boy like you could ever love a girl like me.
where we'll be in five years time, what'll happen to us.
whether or not there'll still be an us.
what with both of us not knowing whether or not we'll be studying together.
especially given the ridiculously different things that we want to study.
whether or not we'll both study here, or go abroad or whatever.
it unnerves me, i hate this uncertainty.
because right now, my heaven lies with you.
so it's 915 and you're playing squash with tim... and i don't quite understand why i miss you as much as i do, especially since i've been seeing you everyday since um. haha. you got back with the only exception being tuesday.
i'm infinitely pleased that my godparents didn't mind you, because they mean the world to me, evidently.
i just loved your nervous laughter. and how fidgety you got. how we played footsie under the table at capers. how i lay down on your lap at the esplanade and spoke ever so honestly about what were think's gonna happen in the future.
i really don't want you to go back. i hate even thinking about it.
all my dreams are in your eyes.
posted by meishi @ 8:53 PM
4 Comments:
hmm.. ure lucky i'm not gay....
so after reading ure blog.. YYYAWWWWNNNZZZZZ. i'll come back in 2 months time when he's gone. more interesting stuff. =)
~~g~!
WOW THANKS GARY HAHAHA... anyway i'm happy and i suppose that's all that matters rightttt (: let's pleaseee catch up soon! i miss you.
hehe heyyy.
hmmm yar.. better catch up soon. damned busy at work now. n my social manager ( mum ) is busy scheduling all the requests coming in to have lunches and dinners. I'm awesome glad your happy. =)) i still cant figure out what i want heh. Grass looks soo green on both sides. Girl Vs Laptop.. Laptop wins. For now. =)
~~g~!
gary my dearrrrr. tell your mother you need time with ME ME ME ME ME. i miss being all rubbishy with you. don't need to settle down so early anyway. you're still young!
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