and i suppose i should be grateful for that, sometimes.
it's been forever since i've crumbled like this.
and i remember the bitter aftertaste of it all.
but letting circumstance consume you isn't all that bad.
sometimes, it's best to leave things that way.
let it devour you, steal your happiness, rob you of optimism.
let it leave you with puffy eyes, and nothing else but emptiness.
just give up trying to hold the fort - it never matters in the end.
4x today. music/car/bathroom/bed.
i think that's a new record, actually.
or maybe not. memory blocks out the unpleasant things, anyway.
adios.
posted by meishi @ 10:07 PM
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