we agreed that it wouldn't have mattered so much if the situation happened to somebody else.
but fact is, it didn't. it happened to me, and you have to deal with it as well.
and like i've mentioned countless times, i'm not proud of it. to say the least.
i don't know what i'd do without your tears & reassurance.
but maybe forever isn't such a bad thing after all.
to that extent, i'm sure forever exists, sometimes.
and a girl's allowed to dream, isn't she?
but all i want to do, right now. is have your arms around me. it's just been too long.
half an hour of sleep in almost 48 hours is bad for the mind and body.
146 days down, 27 to go.
the tattoo was the sweetest thing on earth, forever statements, perfection, pansies, pasts, 7hourlongoverseascalls, regret & shame, tears & laughter, prophetic irony, all in one morning/night. almost 6months void of fights- just moments of realization.
here's to 'loving to madness', maybe, forever.
there are millions of people out there, but in the end it all comes down to one. i still panic sometimes, forget to breathe. but i know there's something beautiful in all my imperfections, a beauty which he held out for me to see.
-crazy/beautiful.
2 words : thank you.
posted by meishi @ 9:55 PM
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