Tuesday, June 14, 2005

i've spent the past 2 days or so watching old dvds with my mom. the type we took on the very ancient video-cam when i was like. 4 or 5. and i have to say that i haven't changed much. i'm still as snappy and grumpy and i still tell people to "go away" when i'm sleeping, i still scream at my younger brother and throw things at him and i still whine to my parents whenever my brothers start bullying me. i used to have this insane obsession with my red pair of dkny jeans when i was about 8. very disturbing indeed.

anyway. pleasant thoughts on the future have been floating around my head more than usual... all thanks to my boyfriend's statement the other day. purple tuxedos for the groom and rainbow coloured best men & bridesmaids! that shall be how my wedding will proceed! like charlie and the chocolate factory (: i hate thinking about things so far in the future when the present's so uncertain. i have no idea what's going to happen to me in a month, where i'm going to study in a year, what i'm going to study in a year, what opportunities will unfold and which doors will open/close. but i suppose, dreaming's the best we can do most times.

i'm leaving for shanghai on thursday night. midnight. so that means i don't get to watch my favourite thursday tv shows ): that completely sucks. but it's okay! 4 days in shanghai spells s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g! and lots of FOOD (read : xiao long bao) god bless the father & his credit card, the mother & her legs. can't wait. so i'll be back on tuesday night, just in time for the econs test that i'm not going to study for because i'll be away, on wednesday morning. you know what that means? that means. that i only have to wait 2 very longgg and painful days more until sheng gets back. oh happiness personified. but as with everything 'round here, there's a great element of uncertainty. we'll just see how it goes. i have a mosquito bite on my thigh. the holidays have gone by insanely quickly, what with ocip & now, the shanghai trip. i can't wait for them to end... in a way. cos that means sheng'll be back. finally. after 6 long long agonizing months. but it also means that prelims are just 'round the corner, as well as the not so lovely music exam! study study study... i have to start. somehow. in god we trust (:

maybe, forever.

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