where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

oooh it's 2004! haha.... caught mona lisa smile and scary movie yesterday. scary movie was just plain retarded.. cheesey! x) and mona lisa smile rocked. like seriously it was really good. wanted to hop down to church for the 1 hour worship thing with lesley and joan but edward didn't wanna come so oh well i couldn't really go. but other than that little dampener the rest of the nite was pretty alright. i really liked mona lisa smile. it's one of those feel good "you can do anything if you set your mind to it" kinda movies. thoroughly enjoyed it man. haha i'm quite... apprehensive about school tomorrow. i dunoeee!!! =X anyway there's this really nice song. it's by corrine may- all that i need. enjoy~


i'm sorry that i hurt you
i took for granted all you gave so freely to me
i pray it's not too late to save you from a broken heart
to promise you i'll make a brand new start
believe me when i say

you're all that i need
the only treasure i seek
you're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
when i fall down on my knees
i was blind but now i see
you're all that i need

i'm noone- far from perfect.
like a child that needs a guiding hand,
can you stay here with me.
i finally understand
you've always been the missing part.
complete the jigsaw puzzle of my heart
please hear me when i say

you are all that i need
the only treasure i seek
you're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
when i fall down on my knees
i was blind but now i see
you are all that i need

please let me hear your voice again
let me hear you say your love will never end
that whatever it takes you'll be there

when i say
you are all that i need
the only treasure i seek
you're the air that helps me breathe
through the darkest night
when i fall down on my knees
i was blind but now i see
you are all that i need

i guess that's like supposed to be like a love song? but when i heard it. i kinda thought about god. like he's always there for us, when we feel like shit, even when we break his commandments. and sometimes we know that our actions break his heart and he hurts when we sin... but we just keep on sinning and sinning and sinning. and then when we finally realize it. we think we're not worthy again, and we just hope and pray that god'll still accept us, and that he'll stand by us. cos he's there, even when we make the mistakes, he's there to forgive us. and all we have to do is repent, ask him.. kinda thing? yeah.and like that gift of eternal life is f.o.c., but sometimes we just don't take it. we're one helluva ungrateful lot actually. i mean like, god's actually given us so much and been there for us, and given his love so freely... but we just take everything for granted. we take for granted all the little things around us, things that are acutally gifts from god. through the course of the year, i've come to learn that god can give you something, and he can take it away just as quickly. but no matter what he gives and takes according to like his will, it's really comforting that he'll never take his love away from us, and he'll never let us go. his love will never end- and that we're so silly. 'cos he gives us like so many things, but we don't see it. we start to think that all the gifts bestowed upon us are our own, and we measure people according to those gifts, even ourselves. but i think that's really bullshit. cos he is really all that we need. and he should be the only one that we seek. (: hehe i'm rambling. but i wanted to get that out of my system. oh. and like. we're really so imperfect compared to god, he's so holy, like above all of us. even if we were to like follow his commandments, we won't even be fit to be called holy. cos god is at the top of the staircase, and we're only at the first step(at best). sean: all he asks for is that you put your faith in him & try your best (:

posted by meishi @ 2:45 PM