i wish you didn't change. and i hate lying to you when you ask me whether or not you've changed. it's so obvious you have. you don't call me, hardly message me. you never have time for me... i'm like swinging single, except that i can't date other people. sheesh. it's damn unfair that you have a hold on me like this. phreakshow. going out with the girls today whoopeeee. i haven't seen him for 2 weeks. cos he can't be bothered to make the effort. there was once... he came down to kap cos he wasn't in camp... he saw me for like 5 mins. then i had to go. but he didn't mind- cos he saw me for 5 mins. then the thursday before last, i asked him to come down and meet me 'cos i was out for supper with my church friends. i said i'd be there for another 45 mins... but he said it'd be a waste of his time. i'm seriously damn fed up with him. i want to break. i really do. i don't see the point in hanging on when i'm the only one who cares. if you read this. i wanna tell you that i've had it. you're seriously pushing it too damn far.
today i heard them play the song again
an old familiar string from way back then
every note and every line
it's always been a favourite song of mine
it used to haunt me so some years ago
reminds me of the boy i used to know
and although the melody lives on
the memories and the boy are all but gone
and while the song still brings that certain low
and the words still sing of love i know
it isn't quite the way it was before
i remember the boy but i don't remember the feeling, anymore.
the promises we made seemed easier then
as if we knew our love would never end
but seasons change time erases the tears
as quickly as the rivers disappear
so while the song still brings that certain low
and the words still sing of love i know
it isn't quite the way it was before
i remember boy but i don't remember the feeling, anymore.
-i remember the boy.

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