we argued again last night. getting really... immune to this. -not good. meeting rachel at 2 today. gonna watch wishing stairrs.. oooh! haha scary scary. been out every single day! -gasps- hit town with joan karen cass mich loh on sunday... then caught rugrats! it's such a stupid show. like unbelievably RETARDED. waste of money. it's so short! haha... oh then caught looney tunes with edward the day before... went night safari with him... it was okay i guess... quite fun haha. kinda' like the first date. at the zoo? yeah. ooh marcus just messaged me :) so interesting haven't heard from him in ageees. ok. moving on. joan and i were at far east on sunday... but we couldn't find anything we wanted to buy? how tragic. ended up buying my tony bennett & k.d. lang cd hee :) went to escape with sazzi cheryl low and suping yesterday! haha it was damn fun. and now i have a "new indian boyfriend" the guy who mans the cadbury's inverter ride there is phreakky! yeah. anyhoows. cheryl low and sazzi attempted to force me to go ice skating. muahaha but i won and went home instead. was too tired to go anyway. and i was so sticky and grimy! eeeew. heading to the beach with the class tomorrow! funneess! haha... rachel thinks he's cheating on me. haha .. don't kill me for posting this dear! but yeah. i dunoe... i think the possibility of that happening's quite slim. although all the sweet messages and i love yous and constant short phone calls just to pop by and say hi have disappeared..so have the morning messages and the ones that flood my inbox the moment i don't reply within an hour. all those have disappeared into thin air. so there's a big empty space... where all those things used to be. and now adays, it's virtually impossible to hold a decent conversation with him. it's usually me doing all the talking... and then asking him why he's so quiet.. and then he just goes " oh i'm listening to you, two people can't talk at once you know" ... whatever. it's really very annoying sometimes. so his idea of a decent conversation is question an answer. WHAT?! i get so ticked off whenever he says that. it doesn't even feel like he cares anymore. so why are we stil together. i don't know. sigh. end of this entry*
I'm on the outside looking in
What do I see
So much of this left to begin
Where would I be
I'm on the outside looking in
Cover me through this night
Guess I don't know what's left to say
But hear me out
All of the dreams of, yesterday
Keep breaking me down
What's on the outside can you say
Or am I getting carried away
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye again
Goodbye... again
I'm getting on, what's the use
You know how I get
I can't decide which is the truth
At least not yet
I got the feeling, it's you
What can be said alone in this room
No...
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
Who wants you now
Maybe somebody else
I'll wait around
Maybe you'll forget you were ever here
Maybe forget you were ever, never here
I'm on the outside looking down
What do I see
So much of this cold in the ground
Where would i be
On the outside, looking down
Cover me before you go
It's in your mind
It's in your eyes
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye again
You're falling out,
I'm falling in
So it's goodbye again
It's way past time
For one last try
So it's goodbye... again
So it's goodbye again
godbye again- vertical horizon.
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