perhaps i'm reading too much into things.
but statements do stem from thoughts, don't they?
and thoughts. they often find their roots in the heart, right?
so does the heart have place for more than one.
does the fact that your first love has a special place in your heart mean that your partner is being short-changed?
does liking someone mean that that person'll always have that special place in your heart?
does it mean you'll always instinctively protect him/her, even though that attraction's disappeared?
so what, really, does all this mean.
i'm struggling to make sense of everything that's happened.
and i don't think i'm doing very well.
i really do hate it when people apologize without knowing that they've done wrong.
what's the point, then? i fail to comprehend the logic behind actions like that.
but on the other hand. we can't expect everybody else to think along the same lines as we do.
i don't think i'd mind if people lied to me, sometimes.
maybe it'd hurt less than hearing the truth.
i'm trying to juggle a number of worst-possible scenarios right now.
and i'm clearly not getting any help with that.
thanks to whoever's been awesomely understanding.
i love you guys.
sorry, that this post is full of 'I's... and my lovelies > you'll get your mushyposts soon. once i manage to wriggle myself out of this damned mess.
posted by meishi @ 9:51 PM
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