it's terribly melodramatic.
sometimes, i just feel like slapping cleopatra!
anyway, have been going out with steph quite a bit. in order to kill time. and of course, spend time getting mauled and bitten by her. we should be going to catch disney on ice together, so yay! school's been a-okay so far. i haven't skipped a single lecture/tutorial in THREE weeks! that is some amazing stuff isn't it. i'm quite proud of myself. free periods have been in abundance lately, so maybe that's why. am attempting to busy myself this year, so i won't miss him so much. and i think it's working! the busying bit, at least. i still miss him lots, but i suppose that feeling'll never go away cos of who he is to me.
a quick thank you to all my lovelies who've stood by me so far, listened to my incessant whining about how much i miss him & how the 7 hour time difference totally kills me and deprives me of sleep altogether, and how i can't wait for june to come. thanks for all the hugs, kisses (steph, specifically), the iloveyous, the cheer-up messages as well as all the encouraging things you guys have been sending me. it's awesome having friends like that. steph's birthday was quiteee fun. kitchen table-top dancing, singing (okay, howling) on top of our lungs, stupid dances, lots of ice cream. i'm sorry i couldn't stay for long, but i really hope you like/liked your present. all for steph, none for shi.
you know there are lots of things i wish i'd never done, things that i wish i could erase, but i know i can't. but hopefully, you'll be able to accept that, with full knowledge that i never meant to do things like that, and i fully regret each and every one. let's hope the ring never gets taken off my finger, that the phone calls won't stop coming, that we'll keep on going. nobody said it'd be easy, but let's give it the best we've got. like we've discussed so many times, we've got something going on. and if it messes up, if it crumbles like a cookie, i want to try, try, and try again. until we get it right. and there's only one reason why i'm not going to stop trying. and the reason is you.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you.
apologies for the intense mushy-ness, everybody.
posted by meishi @ 10:19 PM
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