it's like 2:10 am.
i haven't done my e4 essay, and it's due tomorrow.
i haven't touched my international history essay, and it's due tomorrow too!
but at least i had a nice weekend, caught up with lovelies.
trooped down to alex's house with michelle and kenneth after church today. bummed there 'til captain's ball. i got oh-so-excited when i saw bvlgari blue on alex's table. so i borrowed it to squirt on my sweater. why? cos. my boy uses it. and he's not here, so whatever's close, i suppose. anyway. i hijacked the bottle, haha. will return it to michelle tomrrow. anyway. i was just thinking. and i've become very dependent on him, and it sickens me with fear. i don't like leaving my emotions in someone else's hands, i'm just not comfortable with placing my heart in his hands. and no, it's not because i don't trust him. i just like being in control of what i feel, of what i experience. but whatever it is, it's been done. i can't stop thinking about sentosa, nights at the esplanade, bumming around town, force feeding each other, swapping music, silly gifts, skittles. i miss being able to see his face light up whenever i manage to pull of a surprise. and one more thing : i miss watching stars together, oh so much. i can't help but want to replay everything in my mind, and i definitely can't help but want it to happen all over again. but i suppose everything'll have to wait - until july, at least.
just a random thought. i'd love to watch ballet under the stars with you.
it's warmer where you're waiting
it feels more like july
there's pillows in their cases
and one of those is mine
and you wrote the words, "I love you"
and sprayed it with perfume
wishlist : you.
posted by meishi @ 2:08 AM
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