where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

just visited... mmm it's been a while i guess. i think about a month plus. at first i thought 2 months. but 2 months was like even before founders. now that's too long ago. -hehs- anyhow... just finished studying electrolysis & venice. funny combination when you read it at one go, eh? going off to do my quiet time now. the weekend pretty much stinked... was sick from sat afternoon til monday afternoon =\ but my birthday was alright... yup alright. doc cheng's was okay for dinner and the cake was nice. ate helluva' lot of food there hehs. edward came. sat next to my cousin and my younger brother. couldn't sit next to me- pity. anyway. i just found out that i'm not her friend. yup oh wells i guess that's one way of putting it. nothing on my side. i'd very much like to patch but sometimes it's not so easy. how do you patch when you can't find the hole. hrmmsh. =| acks i should hurry off to bed now gotta go to school with suping sazzi and joan tomorrow. the prelims are drawing closer by the day and i haven't started to seriously hit the books. my bro's telling me not to get stressed out and that it's just the prelims and the Os but hell it's still um a bit worrying. started studying a bit too late i guess. but better late than never! xp. anyhow. my prayer list is pretty long tonight. hisparents,schoolwork,patchwithher,family,relationships. that's about it i guess... not that long. but long enough. funnily enough, it's roughly about the same thing this time around. except that erm. the patch thing is gonna go off the list soon. i guess you could say i'm getting used to it. it's not something that i wanna get used to but i don't really have a choice, right? sighs i'm not too sure about this one. prayerwork i guess... sighs. i need serious help. i think the word friend has no definition. it shouldn't have a definition. blah i'm babbling nights everyone...

>lord won't you reign in me again.

posted by meishi @ 1:27 AM