this feeling of loss is killing me. and to think i got a bit ticked off when you didn't reply my messages last night/pick up my calls... i feel like such an asshole right now urghss helppp.
i have no idea how you are, if you're alright, how serious your condition is/was.
you're probably still sleeping and resting after the jab you got... but arghhh it's driving me crazy.
i hate not knowing whether or not you're okay... =( it's killing me inside.
when i got the message this morning i swear i almost died of shock or something.
i was so freaking worried... got it at 740, right after assembly. couldn't concentrate throughout lit.
begged sazzi to call you for me and see if she could find out anything... useless though- you didn't pick up.
messaged his mom out of total desperation... thankfully, she replied me saying you were okay and that you were still in hospital under observation... i was so relieved to find out that it was just a bad case of food poisoning. you can't imagine how worried i was... different scenarios appeared in my mind scaring the daylights out of me. you're supposed to be resting at home now... haven't heard from you the entire day except your "darling..." message and one subsequent message after that. i'm just really worried now, i know you're at home and you're probably feeling at least a little better. but still, i can't help but worry. i love you and i really don't want anything to happen to you. fell short of crying during class today cos i had no idea how you were =| everytime somebody called/messaged me today... i opened the message/picked up the call asap... only to find that none of them were from you. i shoved my phone back into my pocked every single time... not bothering to reply. it's already 1836 and you haven't replied/called me back... i really really hope you're okay... i miss you so much...

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