i hate defeaning silences... it's just... unnatural. shrugs.
anyway...
mmm, school kinda sucks these days. don't really do much/learn much. well i basically just don't enjoy it much la... no prizes for guessing why, yes yes? mmhmms. church yesterday wasn't too bad. word of exhortation was about forgiveness vs bitterness. but i was kinda wondering, how are you supposed to stop being bitter/forgive/be forgiven if you don't even know what you did wrong? OR IN THE FIRST PLACE you didn't even do anything wrong? i don't get that part of it. shrugs. then had like some teenytinyy sharing with les and shumin... yup. about err who we need to forgive. we kinda needa forgive a lot of people. and of course seek the same from errr a lot of people too haha x) anyways... went out with him after that... then i had to leave to go for lunch with my family at mandarin... he went off to church. yupyups. slept away the rest of the afternoon before doing abit of emath before/after dinner... then did some physics. that's about all i could bring myself to do. was intending to sleep like really superduper early last night... but um hehe. ended up talking to him until like 1am or so... maybe later - i can't remember. then went to sleep, woke up at 5 and called him like i promised... spoke to him til 530, went back to sleep until 630 then had to get ready to leave for school and everything. like i said... school's such a drag i hate it. i want my old life back*
and i never thought i'd feel this way
and as far as i can say
i'm glad i got the chance to say
that i do believe i love you
and if i should ever go away
well then close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do today
and then if you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me, for sure.
that's what friends are for
for good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
that's what friends are for
well you came and opened me
and now there's so much more i see
and so by the way i thank you
and then all the times when we're apart
well just close your eyes and know
the words are coming from my heart
and then if you can remember
keep smiling keep shining
knowing you can always count on me, for sure.
that's what friends are for
in good times and bad times
i'll be on your side forever more
that's what friends are for.
>what's friends'hip when you're not here?
i thought we'd last, i thought you should know.
you were my ten thousand roses, but i let you go.

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