where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

• home! for a while, hk is confirmed too.


• poland is confirmed as well.


• i'm apparently not r-girl


• i'm not the only one who likes thinking about the future


• i actually read Juris


• ep6 of cashmere mafia actually came out (!!!!!!!!)


• primrose brunch/bar chocolat cake


• wine, zizi's pizza/pasta/dessert, valentine's lamb/potato salad


• white & case dates are confirmed- wimbledon window! AMAZING.


• london on saturday morning


• klimt's the kiss as interpreted by lladro


• gym-ed today


• j liked his book (cross: idiot flipped thru and found the hidden notes & poems)


• non-negotiables


• SUNSHINE! - > brown's for cocktails


• daily phone calls (ns boy busier than corporate boy? cannot be right)


• talking to the girls often (cross: too much drama for us to talk about)


• dad planning on where to take US (j included, big smile) whilst in hk

crosses.

• belgium/bordeaux unconfirmed as yet


• ACT tutorial(s) undone


• seeming 1/4 life crisis (or 1/5 life crisis)


• absolute inability to concentrate


• j's cupcakes were too sweeet (!!!)


• decisions are looming


• valentine's without j (or the love of my life)


• msn blockage zzz


• lousy quality ps i love you/27 dresses online


• no card


• x1000 cross: w/o steph

ok obviously. the crosses bits ... very stupid.

i'm just procrastinating like mad. i really don't want to do ACT readings. doooom. pfft.

// edit:

i think jimmy and i have having mid-life crises at the same time. this is quite funny because i'm of the firm belief that we're irritating the hell out of each other because of it. i think he thinks i'm a bum. but i'm not really that much of a bum. or so i'd like to believe. although i REALLY DO look like a complete bum next to him. he's too much of an over achiever. makes me feel dumb. a dumb bum. with juris readings to finish up and ACT to finally get started on (i really should)... am i a bum, where do i want to end up (presumably home atm, but what if that changes after speaking to mark on sunday?!) and who do i want to end up with (presumably jimmy, but obviously that's not just up to me now is it) and what do i want to end up doing (this one. i have no idea. work? or taitai-dom. that is the question)... life is too complicated. i think i will just live until the next cashmere mafia/gossip girl episode comes out. sigh!