The clouds above opened up and let it out.
I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Most people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door
Have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
I need you so much closer
So come on.
tired, very tired. of alot of things, almost everything. but at the same time. nothing at all, maybe. lets hope tomorrow's studying's damned productive, i wanna try and finish consti rights tutorial by tomorrow night. the later part of today was not good... not good at all. i hate feeling somewhat unimportant, i know i've been spoilt before. but what does that mean? where does that leave the future? is there a future, after you've been spoilt? will you take two steps back after taking three forward, with regards to that? or will you stay that the spot that you arrived at, after taking three steps forward earlier? or is to infinity and beyond the only way to go? i suppose you'll probably end up taking two steps back, not as far back as where you first started off, but not where you arrived at, either. ok i'm rambling its 245 am and i'm tired. i slept at 4am, and woke up around 730am like two nights in a row. this lack of sleep is seirously taking its toll on me. i'm cranky, pmsey and ultra sensitive... i'd curl up in bed and not talk to anyone, if i could help it. i'm listening to costello by straylight run now. they're good. semi-suicidal, but good all the same. (or maybe that's what makes them so good) ok that's IT i'm really rambling. i'm off to bed now then, gonna try and wake up early tomorrow =
do you want it? if so, then when. if not, then will you never want it? if you want it, to what extent/degree do you want it? if you don't want it, does that mean completely eliminating it from the equation altogether? sleepy.
posted by meishi @ 10:46 AM
4 Comments:
sometimes it'll feel like your settling. for less. but really, everyone gives of themselves in different ways. you'll be fine, love. i've got your back. always.
<3
steph xx
aww thanks babe! you're da bomb, swear to god. know that i've got yours too, yes? want more harrods chocs btw? =D
LOVE ALWAYS,
miss piggy/sloth.
Hey babe. I think the thing about taking steps backwards and forwards is that we have to see things in the bigger picture. In the near future we're able to define exactly what seems to be how many steps backwards or forwards, and it'll seem like a big deal. But in the future, in the grand scheme of time, possibly everything won't be that accurate, and what you should do is just go with your gut. *love
i think i know what you're talking about (: thanks love. xx
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