But you're going on none the less,
And there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away,
Keep pulling me close to home,
And there's something to soften my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for,
Longer good-byes.
Embracing for forever,
And falling in your eyes.
Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe,
Deeply from this envelope.
It smells like you,
And I can't be,
Without that scent;
It's filling me,
With all you mean to me.
Continually failing these trials,
But you stand by me nonetheless.
And you won't let me sink,
Though I'm begging you.
I'm begging you.
Phone calls from further away,
And messages on my machine,
But I don't ever tell you this distance,
Seems terrible.
And there's no need to test my heart,
With useless space.
These roads go on forever.
There'll always be a place,
For you,
In my heart.
So I'll hit the pavement;
It's gotta be better than waiting,
And pushing you far away,
'Cause I'm scared.
Then I'll take my chances,
And head on my way up there,
'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.
i saw the most beauuuuutiful pair of guess jeans today. zzz. why did i spend so much in sydney. zzz. sigh! i will try and convince mommy to get them. that. and 2 puma jackets. 1 zara jacket. i can imagine myself using the happy vermillon one from puma the most. i don't quite know why, since the colour isn't the easiest to match hahahaha. but i like it anyways. and maybe in a size bigger. so that i can lounge around in it too. yes, i think i might get the jackets. and the jeans. but slowly, one by one. haha. i will use my $132 that's sitting somewhere in my room to get one of the jackets. and mom will get the jeans. yes. i have decided. the other 2 jackets. will fall from heaven. hahaha. or more like. from mom.
i had a great day, by all scores. going back to ac seemed strange, though. strangely familiar. but strange all the same.
and tuesday night is just 24-bloody-hours away. sigh.
posted by meishi @ 9:03 PM
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