Thursday, October 30, 2003

chemistry pract didn't go the way i wanted it to.
i think i named the wrong carbonate. well i'm just screwed, what can i say.
thoguht chem pract would be better. physics pract wasn't great either. looks like i'm going to cry when i get my results back huh. oh well. hopefully the written papers will be that much better =| hopefully. sometimes i think he just totally doesn't understand me. maybe we're really too different. like so many people have mentioned before. maybe they're right. cos sometimes, at times like this, i really don't know what's going on. he just doesn't seem to understand me, understand my frustrations. i know the 'men are from mars' theory... but i mean like shouldn't a boyfriend be a bit different from any other man on mars? i dunoe. sigh. maybe i really ask for too much, i want it all. a friend and a boyfriend all in one. is that possible? i hope so. cos as far as i know i don't really wanna tell one guy something and then like have to withhold it from my boyfriend cos he either doesn't understand or doesn't care. i dunoe. sighs. another crying fest today. so much for becoming a muggertoad huhs.oh wellsss - shrugs-


on a very sad note.

my boyfriend wanted to break up with me today. he like. yeah. maybe it's my fault, i don't know. i dunoe what to do. somehow, i have this sinking feeling in my heart we aren't going to last for very long. i don't know. i love him... and if honey if you're reading this... please don't leave me alright? i love you.

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