don't tell me you love me if not forever
don't tell me you need me if you're not gonna stay
don't give me this feeling i'll only believe in
make it real or take it all away.
sometimes they just tell you stuff about their past that you just really don't want to know ... sigh ... what i found out tonight really jabbed me... pretty badly... i'm really at a loss as to what to say. my response was limited to "mmhmm" "uhhuh" and all that kinda' thing. i mean how many responses can there be to finding out that your boyfriend used to be a total and complete bastard and all the things he used to do. shit man. so much for loving someone even if they had a less than desirable past... so much for me accepting him for who he is and who he was... unconditional love's been flung out of the window, at least for now. i'm gonna need a whole load of convincing right now. *who do you love, who do you need, you're messing up my mind, wasting all my time. who do you love, what do you feel, stop playing with my heart, you're tearing me apart.* yeah. basically. am i jealous? or do i just not like the things that he used to do. i thought i loved him, do i? or am i just hanging on...-

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