where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

walked you to A12 yesterday morning, and it was possibly one of the most painful things i've had to do. saying bye to someone and walking them go through the glass door through to immigration is one thing. walking them right to their gate, and then having to force yourself to turn around and walk to yours, B2, at the other end of T3... is another matter altogether. that, and trying not to cry or make a fuss. because why, you just started dating. and while you're serious but hopeful, fact of the matter is i'll see you over cny, AT BEST... for 4 days. if it all goes okay, march/april. at worst, i'll have to wait until july. what, 'til then? serious but hopeful can only take you so far. i was immensely hesitant- introducing you to the family... and very pleasantly surprised when they really liked you. it's been a while since family support wrt to these things. in any case, i promised penguin-likeness. and i'll try my best to follow through, and hope to god that you'll keep your end of the bargain, til the 1.5 years is up and the mobile adults will see some end in sight, hopefully. i'm trusting you with everything i have right now, please don't spit on it.

posted by meishi @ 6:47 PM