the other night. we were talking about relationships in terms of breach of contract. being frustrated by mistakes (alvis), and i just read kx's lj and she dreamt about judicial review & cinderella. pfft.
the past few days have brought quite a few things to light. and in the midst of everything, i've come to realize. perhaps more than anything else. that i love my family to bits, and would be devastated if it ever fell apart. i would never have imagined actually wanting to spend time with them on saturdays, to cancel on friends because they wanted to have dinner together. or to drag boyfriends/friends back to have dinner with them because i didn't want to have to compromise- choose between the two most important things in my life. that was a typical weekend last year. family dinners. family lunches. time with friends after drinks with family. family lunches. shopping with mommy or bumming at home. family dinner. tv with family. that kind of thing. well. we've come a long way. and i'm more than happy <3 cannot wait to get back.

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i remember when you guys got close! you kept cancelling our saturday hot dates. but you were your happiest then.
we never had saturday hot dates. we usually just drank and met your smellynoisy friends to well. drink more! that can hardly be called a hot date. or a hot outing. or anything hotP. since well. they were never dates to begin with! anyway, thanks for checking in just now :D appreciate it lots xx
it keeps raining in london! so i'm stuck at home with stupid kenn who won't feckin' shut up! bumped (crashed!) into char on my way to watch a movie, she said she heard something about l**** being close? updateupdate send me an email or something i want to know, i love yiiiiiu
kel
Our minds are disappearing into nothingness. Heh heh.
I want to go out with you and have wine and steak and gelato and apple martinis and peach belinis and other things.
poops! sigh. miss you ):
kel- i spent a good few hours on the phone with your brother so tell him to tell you whati told him! wow that sounds complex hahaha <33
YOU STILL REFUSE TO WATCH SPIDERMAN BECAUSE OF SPIDERMAN2! but no loss it was rubbish.
so i heard! peter parker and that dance scene thingthing? my friend demonstrated it haha. i'm way behind on movies man. you should come down here more often pfft. i haven't seen you in ages&ages&ages. anyway. i can't bring myself to watch spiderman. not just yet =\ or alot of the shows around that period, for that matter. zzzzz
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