where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

Our desires always disappoint us; for though we meet with something that gives us satisfaction, it never thoroughly answers our expectation.

as rachel said. not the be all and end all of my relational existence, of course, please.
but.
i'm hoping 5 months won't lead to nothing but the prospect of even greater change. because there's nothing more reassuring than certainty, quite frankly. well, although the change itself is nothing; when we have made it, the next wish is to change again. but yes. uncertain souls scare me. or even souls that're certain, but don't constantly reveal that certainty. oh well. just grumbling after 2 shitty papers. home in a week! very anticlimatic, though. i think. its possibly even more fear than anticipation. or pfft i don't know. will i ever.

posted by meishi @ 5:19 AM