but you know what? it really really does look like it could actually happen to ME.
you see. if sheng and i break up and all that stuff, like for good... and we stay as best friends (that would be the best case scenario, if you ask me!) ... then. that might just happen. 9 years or so down the road, i might be dethroned as THE GIRL in his life, as THE GIRL ON THE PEDESTAL! by some ubernice super perfect all smiley-sunshiney girl who's annoyingly happy... someone who makes him really happy, someone who's willing to accommodate him and all that rubbish. someone who can love him more than i ever could, someone who's more patient and less snappy. one of those people whom you just can't hate. and then. i'll be left alone, like julia roberts. while sheng (dermot mulroney) whisks his happy bride (cameron diaz) off on their honeymoon, and all i get is a hug ): and then. i'll be a loveless food critic! who only realized that she loved this guy when it was too damn late. BLAH. i mean. this could happen with any boyfriend who's lasted for a significant period of time. but in this case, like for now. we're talking about sheng since we've (sheng and i) discussed it : staying best friends after breaking up and all that stuff. and ahmagad if i get dethroned by some happy shit i will just attempt to stab her. annoyingly perfect people should just dieee!!! some girl with a hugeee trust account, who's smart and pretty and motherly and all good-wifey, who can cook and clean, entertain guests and has a smile that could illuminate a room. now that, my friends, would really suck! i watched bridget jones's diary 2 weeks ago. and then i got worried that i'll be a lonely alcoholic spinster at 32, (the only perk is that she has good friends) without a boyfriend, obviously without a husband, and that i'll be eaten up by alsatians as i crawl to reach my tub of ben&jeryy's on my bloated belly.
bloated from too much pudding and the works. all these thoughts really do scare me, i tell you. okay it's 3 and i'm rambling! i will go to bed now.
bali on monday!
COUNTDOWN TO SYDNEY, GIRLS! (:
2 weeks and 2 days!
<3
posted by meishi @ 2:53 AM
6 Comments:
Aiya. Shit you la. That means my exams freaking next week.
Bah.
Your secret boyfriend.
wow lessie that's soo nice of you, now i REALLY can't wait to see you! =| well first up i hope it doesn't rain tooooo much while cheryl and i are there.
i'm leaving for bali tomorrow, but i'll have my phone so 1)sms me if anything and don't call me randomly! 2) sms me if you want anything at all!
xoxo
silly woman. pleh. i'm so bored. i don't wanna do work.
hic hic hic. hahaha...
yes. i'm bored.
hic! (:
i'll be joining the legions of overworked, unpaid uni students in oct ):
but! before that, it's SYDNEY (:
<3
YESSS COUNTDOWN
thats the name of the supermart here
cant wait for bloody sydney i want to get away from sheepland
i can't wait for sydney too! i hope i don't spend all the sydney funds before i leave =D
sorry i couldn't pick up your call i was in freaking bali when you called!!! <3 call again soon!
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