where yesterdays are all boxed up & neatly put away.

i'm supposed to be writing out e4 outlines (that i haven't touched since the damned prelims) , wrecking my brain for topic sentences & quotes to support my points. but i can't stop thinking about how 1) the As are 12 days away (i'm really very afraid)... 2) we've drifted so much within a short span of time, that doesn't seem so short when put a numerical value to it... 3) i watched 3 stupid soccer matches last night... 4) you're so hypocritical it disgusts me, 'cos you're doing exactly when you condemned less than a year ago... 5) you promised me we'd always be as close & how you'd always be there, regardless... 6) i'm not supposed to care so much, since you're really not bothering... 7) my ulcer keeps reappearing ouch... 8) you spoke of how we've drifted apart with such disturbing non-chalance... 9) i promised myself i wouldn't bother about pursuing the friendship if you don't really care... 10) i'm being really silly just thinking about it 'cos i bet i'm just over-reacting again and again and again.

on a lighter note. had lunch at paragon with mommy today... and bought myself the new rod stewart albummmm (: (: The Great American Songbook Vol IV. it's a really slow cd... with his raspy voice. but it's v calming indeed. maybe too calming for a time like this. but nice & calming all the same. re-discovered my love for 'i wish you love', my favourite song at one point of time... 'tho i can't remember just when that was. no real significance, though. but still. lovely song.

Goodbye, no use leading with our chins
This is where our story ends
Never lovers, ever friends
Goodbye, let our hearts call it a day
But before you walk away
I sincerely want to say

I wish you bluebirds in the Spring
To give your heart a song to sing
And then a kiss, but more than this,
I wish you love

And in July a lemonade
To cool you in some leafy glade
I wish you health, and more than wealth,
I wish you love

My breaking heart and I agree
That you and I could never ever be
So with my best, my very best,
I set you free

I wish you shelter from the storm
A cozy fire to keep you warm
But most of all, but most of all
When snowflakes fall,
I wish you wealthI wish you health
I wish you love

ciao.

posted by meishi @ 11:03 PM