my baby boy.
parents are outside having durians, icky smelling things. not that i don't enjoy the occassional one, but just don't feel like it tonight, you know? haha yeah. leaving first thing sunday morning, that really sucks. cos i won't get to see my baby boy before i leave :( that just really sucks. i saw him on wednesday, so i haven't seen him for 2 days. okay, that's fine with me. BUT! i'm gonna be gone for 10 days! so from wednesday-sunday (5 days)... plus ten days. that's 15 days!!! oh no oh no. suckeroos. oh well. going to shop shop and shop somemore over there, buy stuff for my choyhuayhuaybestfriend and my bunny (: oh, and me of course.
it's funny, when someone asks you whether or not you're happy with your boyfriend. you aren't sure just how to answer them, to give them that perfect answer. you think, and think, and continue to ponder somemore, but the answer just doesn't hit you. and then that leads your mind to wonder- 'am i really happy?'. am i? i d'noe really. i'd like to believe that i'm perfectly happy, absolutely satisfied. but contrary to what others think, i'm actually not satisfied, and not totally happy. but perhaps that's just all normal, part and parcel of living this little life that has been bestowed upon every one of us little beings. anyways, i sat at the table, wondering whether or not i truly enjoyed being in the relationship. i couldn't come up with that perfect answer i wanted to give, to prove to that person, and myself that i couldn't be happier, although i'm absolutely sure the answer is yes, i do. but part of me does wonder, inevitably. would i have been happier with someone else, if i hadn't said yes to him a bit more than a year ago? or is this as good as it gets. the decisions will affect the course we take, the way we look at life, the experiences we garner. but i guess after all these decisions have been made, all we can do is rest content and know that everything happens for a reason, a purpose, and that everything will turn out just fine, in the end. anyway, i'm going to end of this entry by saying that i don't regret saying yes to him, i never have, and i don't think i ever will. :)
i love you, bunny:
From the day that I saw you
I knew that we would pursue
Cause the chemistry
we felt that day
Felt so real, and so true
Looking back on a year
we spent together
How it’s been, what
we went through
Although we’ve had our
little ups and downs
We’ve still pulled through
Baby girl you’re my
world my everything
I wanna lace you with
diamonds and every ring
Give you everything you
dream and fantasize
Cause you can tell me
that you love me
Looking in my eyes
You keep it real with me,
I keep it real with you
You keep on loving me,
I’ll keep on loving you
Keep doing what you do,
I feel your whole aura
And I can’t wait to hook up
again tomorrow baby
My love for you will never end
You’ll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you,
I can’t believe
I’ve found a love so true
I took my time to put
my trust in you
I must admit it was so hard to do
And every minute that I
spend with you
You make me believe I
have nothing to loose and
Deep down I always knew
that you would be mine
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling
this was meant to be
Without you I’d be lost,
I need you next to me
Preferably in the house full
of luxuries and little kids
From day one I was sprung,
knew you was gonna be one
Cause my heart spoke for the
very first time in a long while
And every time you smile, I can see us walking up the aisle with you
carrying my child.
My love for you will never end
You'll always be a part of me
As long as time keeps
on passing by
You’ll always be my baby boy
If you were to go, I don’t know
You’re the only one who
sweeps me off my feet
Makes my soul go weak
The only one who makes
my heart wanna beat and I,
I could never live without you
You know that what I feel
has to be true
Cause you’re my, my sweet love
Ever since the first time,
that I looked into your eyes
I knew that you were
gonna be mine
Feeling you from the inside,
when you’re not by my side
You’re the only girl
that’s on my mind
I never knew a love like
this, a love so strong
A vision so picture perfect
it could never be wrong
Along the way, you’re gonna
see you belong with Jay
I might have to marry you
one day baby...
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