i know it's 1.5 years til the distance ends... but right now, i don't even know if i can hang on for 1.5 days/weeks more. where are you when i really, really need you. i know i promised to support you this year, but i need it too... sometimes. i know my life is comparably simpler, easier. i don't have to run around, i don't have a job to hold down, i don't keep your hours, deal with your stress. but i need someone to support me too. and shouldn't you be the one to do it, not someone else? maybe you really do need someone closer to you, someone more independent, anyone but me. family support wrt this really does help, but it isn't going to make everything a-okay, it never does. it makes things easier, makes you believe it might just work out. but that's about it, i reckon, really. on the other hand, the daily enquiries on how you're doing, by my mom... only reinforce the reality- we don't really talk, we never really did, and will we ever really? 7 years, 6 years, 5 years, 1.5 years, 6 months, 1 month, 3 minutes. every little bit counts, if you only knew that.
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
posted by meishi @ 9:29 PM
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you're backkk!! can't wait to see youu!!
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