and maybe i've said things i didn't mean.
i told so many people i don't really think breaking up is a bad option afterall.
i told them that he didn't matter to me anymore.
later today, a certain friend of mind pointed something out to me.
although i'm quite sure his intention wasn't to remind me of it.
he asked me a question. and my reply was that i'm miserable without him blah blah blah. and his response was classic, it shed light on something that i'd somehow lost track of in the midst of everything... "do you know what you're saying? you're saying that you can't live without him." yes, i can't. and to you, thank you so much for saying that. it made me realize, again. and as i listened to the words of that baby face song- what if, it remembered how miserable i was when we broke up. how i could only stay angry with him for a few hours. because that anger turned into hurt, turned into enormous regret, and finally morphed right back into love in the purest form.
bunny, i love you.
posted by meishi @ 12:25 AM
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