i should never have made him the object of my desire
i should never have lied to him
i should never have used him
i should never have said yes to him
i should never have held his hand
i should never have hugged him
i should never have loved.
help. i'm in desperate need of help. god, please? traumatic is the word i tell you. he was very sweet today, huayhuay says we look damn good together, when we were lying on the couch together. that was priceless. but what am i gonna do? i mean, i'm technically his, but i'm someone else's too? gary just spelt something out to me.. "he's a 3rd party, you should know what to do." dammit, THOU SHALL NOT LIE! i shouldn't have lied to him. blah. punishment god.. yes. the bear was really cute, huayhuay prompted that though. he moved faster than usual today. he finally hit the 1km/h mark! splashy rainbow colours* anyhows, pengcheng gave everyone in class flowers today, and huayhuay and i a small bouquet each. so sweet so sweet. quite unexpected. but yay he liked the cookies! haha achievement achievement. actually. 2 achievements! 1) i didn't burn the kitchen down by baking them. 2) i didn't burn my hands while baking them. 3) they're apparently yummy! wheewhee. alritey. i guess that sums up my day in school. ooh and i think huayhuay's friend, pauline, is like damn cute lor seriously. she was like making the 3 of us laugh our pants off (: alritey alritey. ooh, and i cried during history tutorial today... read "all about loving you" lyrics in yokemay's journal, sad man... sad. i smsed edward the lyrics, and sigh i d'noe. i feel like a w h o r e *.
forgive me father, for i have sinned.
posted by meishi @ 9:54 PM
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